"Tall walls surround,
cradle a mother's joy
time passes, my prison
Change of clothes,
too big for those before
too naive for those ahead
Blinded by simple joys,
ignorant to pain
a wonderful life passed
Bones lengthen,
eyes widen
truth enlightened
A horrid mistake,
the mirror reflects,
myself in dim light
Wrecks minds,
deaf marches
as I blindly stomp
Love learned,
love earned,
love lost
Lies heal,
truth cannot,
irony in my light
Eyes burn, breath stuck
a suffocated angel
a rainbow muted
A fire smothered
dashed by rain
a dying soul
Temptation to dazzle,
a coward stands out
a worthless idiot
My hidden face,
a loud voice,
silently screaming
Mother's foe
father's ever pain
I am lost
As I lay in my cage,
freedom forbidden,
I'll be walking in a graveyard
- Graveyard, Lia Paderon
I'm not sad (or suicidal) or anything. Sometimes I just wished that change wasn't the only permanent thing in the world, you know? I get depressed sometimes, feeling worthless. It's not that I'm not thankful for everything, I just wonder if I'm deserving.
Lia ❁❁❁
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